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LETTING GO
It is good to be a seeker, but sooner or later you have to be a finder. It
is only then that you will be able to give the gift of yourself to someone in the world who is willing to accept it. If you
are trying to change or accept anything about yourself or your life, the best place to start is to learn the art of letting
go. You will need this skill every day of your life, so learn and practice; practice and learn.
Learning how to let
go is the beginning of knowledge. Wisdom is found in the actual act of letting go. If you argue with that statement, think
back to all the times you tried to let go and failed. Each time you failed, you learned something. When you finally made it,
you were wiser, weren't you? You could know everything there is to know about letting go, but until you do something until
you act on knowledge it is useless. Knowledge is learning how to let go, wisdom comes after you have done it.
This
is a little story about letting go and gaining strength. I have personally referred back to this story many times over the
years and it has carried me through what could have been more painful and difficult situations and relationships in my life.
Human
nature can be a funny thing sometimes. You and I are so different, yet so much alike. I think sometimes you wonder if I really
understand the things that you feel or are going through. YES, I've been there, usually out of fear, need or greed, nonetheless...
I've been there. I have done exactly what you are doing. Like you, I usually had to be pushed out or have it become so unbearably
painful that I have no other choice, then I would let go.
I am often reminded of how a Gulf Coast Blue Crab grows.
When it outgrows its present shell, it has to shed this old shell and grow a new one. IT HAS TO LET GO COMPLETELY, hold on
to absolutely nothing all the way down to its fingers and claws. It has to let go of the struggle itself.
But can you
imagine having a choice in this situation? I am afraid I would want to hang on to the old comfortable shell until the end...wouldn't
you? Just think of yourself, knowing that to live, you have to let go of your comfort. familiarity and protection. But also
knowing that to stay in the old shell would limit you so to the point that eventually you would suffocate and die.
Growth
for the crab is very difficult. It has to risk shedding its old familiar shell, become a soft crab again and be vulnerable.
To survive, it has to go to the bottom, go into the mud and be associated with other crabs also on the bottom. The surviving
crab must learn to have faith that its shell will become firmer and larger each hour. It develops a faith in its pain while
it is growing and maturing and learns to believe that it will be prepared for what is currently unknown to it.
For
me, letting go is an ongoing process. I don't know why it is so difficult to let go, until I begin to hold on to something
or someone again. I not only hold on to people, places or things, I hold on to beliefs; beliefs that worked for years but
are no longer useful to me.
The crab story helps me understand that for the rest of my life I will be growing and like
it or not, there with be changes taking place and with these changes there might be pain. What surprises me is that I can
sometimes let go and experience the feelings with excited about what is in the future for me.
Sometimes I can't wait
to shed my shell, learn what I need to learn and get the old shell behind me. I hope that you can relate to some of this.
When someone is trying to shed their shell, they are also trying to grow. If you don't let go, you may one day find yourself
holding on to an empty, dying old shell. When we cling on to someone else, we slow him or her down and ourselves as well.
To let go of another person, you must have no suggestions for them whatsoever; no arguments; no "if you would only"; no "someday
you will"; no "nothing!" You have no advice for him/her, nothing more to teach or learn from this person. Remember, any struggle,
any "you ought to‘s" any "you shoulds" any "anything" will keep you both where you are right now... struggling to get
out of a shell that no longer fits. You have no solutions for anyone else at this moment in time. This is about YOU and YOUR
growth.
We simply must shed our own shells and grow. Remember, down to the ends of your fingers and claws, you must
release any thought of holding on. Just think of letting go, growing stronger moving on with your life and experiencing what
the world has waiting for you. You may let go just so much, feel the fear of the unknown and want to cling on more than ever
before. Not so, this is your time to grow and be strong. Remember, you have no suggestions on when and how someone else should
shed their shells and grow. This is about YOU and YOUR growth.
When you finally let go or get kicked off enough times,
you will go through the pain and begin growing your bright, clean, beautiful, new larger shell. This time you will be free.
Free enough to swim wherever you choose, with knowledge enough to guide you there. You will have a shell large enough to feel
confident in yourself and to grow within. You will be so beautiful that others will ask you how you got that way. They will
want to learn from you how to let go of their old shells that have become too small to live in so that they too can grow and
experience a wonderful life.
An important thing to remember and think about, just to keep you humble. One day you will
outgrow this beautiful new shell. However, each time you have outgrown a shell, you will go through some pain, but it will
never be as difficult or as painful as the first time.
I PROMISE
 
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